Although I've been feeling a lot happier lately, I can't help but feel depressed. I feel sick to my stomach and wished I could change things so that wouldn't have happened. I've hurt a lot of people I've realized... and I wish I could change that. emo
Will anyone give me a second chance? I wanna make sure I make things right. I can't sleep, eat, think without this guilt eating me from the inside.
My parents said I changed, my friends said I changed... and they don't know why. Not many know it's true... but would they care if I told them? No, they would not.
I would have to explain everything to them... the reason why... no I cannot. The ones that know will keep my secret... the others will never know.
God, hear me out. Hear my silent prayer, before all hope is lost... I believe I can change my future, but if my hope is lost, then there's no point.
Love, the strongest kind of magic... why must I be cursed in this way? I just want to cry, and not care anymore. But he's my reason for my existence, and I've hurt him so much... and I truly am sorry. But he won't listen, oh no he won't.
I'm damned forever, in this place called Hell. Waiting for my time to die... in this ******** inferno.
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Thu Jun 14, 2007 @ 07:18am · 0 Comments |
