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I know what it is to suffer, yet still smile at life. I know what it is to be alone, to be hated for all that you are simply because you exsist, to be hated by even the teachers no matter where you go, to be abandoned by all who should have loved you, and to know only hate, only the cold the darkness brings.

But that's in the past. Eventually you come to except these things and to learn from them, and to realize you have one of two options. The First;
You can let these horrible events bring you down and never get up again.
The Second; you can learn from these events and (hard though it may be to get past the pain, long though the prosess may take) you can continue to live your life to the best of your abilities. I chose the second and at last, after eleven years of struggling, find happiness in my being, I find Love exsists as well. Hard though it is, I did not let these things destroy me, I destroyed them instead, and I am happy. Now the only question which remains, which choice will you chose?