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Love is a web of confusion, just when you think you've gotten it figured out everything comes crashing down around you. I used to think I understood love, but it's truely impossible to fully comprehend the true meaning of love, love in the sensual sense of the word means you know someone really special, your "one and only" so to speak, but then you find someone else, that's how it happens every time, so it seems, you say you love her/him, but then you see someone else, I loved her, I still do, but there's someone else, I thought I had lost my feelings for my first, but weeks after it was over my feelings came rushing back, I love her more than I did before, but I also love the other one, am I just being stupid, or does this really happen to people, do people really leave their "significant others" for lack of a better term, for someone else and then try to get their first "lover" back? Am I really in love with both of them, or am I just confused? I need help but dont' know where to look, I think we all go through this but I dont' know, some people really do have a "one and only" and that "one and only" is also their first "significant other" so do people really leave their "significan others" just to return to them weeks later?