I'm not gunna explain all that happened last night but I am going to say two words: my dad. He almost hit me, I should have just told him to. Physical pain fades just so much quicker..... So I took a bike ride and was tempted to push myself in front of a car. I hate it. I hate life, it hates me. I'm sorry to everyone I hurt.
All day I've been having anxiety attacks, last night I woke up cuz I couldnt breathe. I wish I had someone there for me but the person I usually talk to hates me now too. I'm pushing everyone I loved away, I'm just as bad as my dad. Just as worthless too. All of this crap with my dad is screwing up my life with everyone else sad sad sad I'm sorry everyone. I wish I was a better person.
All day I've been having anxiety attacks, last night I woke up cuz I couldnt breathe. I wish I had someone there for me but the person I usually talk to hates me now too. I'm pushing everyone I loved away, I'm just as bad as my dad. Just as worthless too. All of this crap with my dad is screwing up my life with everyone else sad sad sad I'm sorry everyone. I wish I was a better person.
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