no..
im not going to risk my love
ive been hurt too much..
and im not going to cry..
ive cried enough..
now..ive decided..i wont..cry much longer
i will stand on my own until i know ive found someone that wants to be with me..
and not the other way around..
..i dont want ..
to know..
the person that i let go of acctuly felt the same way about me..
i dont care..
i just dont want myself to be killing myself for some a*****e..
thats all..
i have no more to say..
and this..has nothing to do with Rose..or Z..
thats all..i dont want to get close to any hearts anymore..
i give up..
its been to hard..
and ive fallen too many times..
so..if you dont understand..then you have ALOT to learn..
..i will be seeing you soon..
goodbye
