uff.me sleepy *yawn* well..i just wanted to say,after reading evreybodies journal entries..that ive seen how evreyones changed..im proud..im glad evreyone has learned sooo much..and how evreyone lost and gained somthing in there journy..*yawn* well,mostly im typing this because i have somthing thats disturbing me,*yawn* weve all been hurt,alot of us..and..idk,i want to heal them,but idk how,like..i forgot how,*yawn* ugh,because..i guess because of evreyone,they try to keep calm,when in the inside there screaming for what they want,*yawn* like,..well and also,ppl hope for changes in there lives and hope and hope for they can forget and start alllll over,..but..let me advise you-*yawn* if you forget,youll make the same mistake,and thats*yawn*and thats why i cant let go of my past,and like Rodney said for i could gain self confidence "just tell them "THIS IS ME,IF YOU DONTLIKE METHEN ******** YOU >
biggrin "" yeah..so sometimes,you just cant forget,or just keep it inside and just learn the moral,but forget the story,*yawn* yeah..but if you have somthing you want to REALLLLLYY forget,..then this is how you do it,LEARN AS MUCH AS YOU CAN ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE,then youll just keep concentrated on them,*yawn,then stops* :O s**t just told the secret of forgeting,crapppp jesus is gonna be mad at me ;~; noooooooo,oh well,but remember Jesus,theres ppl that need help,so im just giving them a litte push ^^
heart so they wont get lost..or how Spay-Drawing Days,says 'One day a wingless angel came to me,he told me he lost his way to get home,so lifelessly i took a paintbrush and poured water into dry paint,even if the light inside my eyes fade away,ill still draw,even if these arms loose there strength,ill stilll draw.."
heart i love that song XD well,like i said...ppl need a begining,and then they make there way to the end..its like growing up,dont rush yourself,take it slow and remember the moment of taking each step,so you dont get lost if you have to start over ALLOVER again ^^*yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwnnnn* uff im sleepy,~o~ haha,well just one last thing,dont over due on what you learn..because..you might really forget evreything..
