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Sorry. I've just been too lazy to actually write in my journal lately... even though there's been stuff to write about.

As I said... I was PMSing up until just yesterday... and poor James had to suffer for it. I feel so bad... he didn't deserve it. Although I DID have night crew 3 times this week because of a mess up! And I was (and still am) a little annoyed about that.

But on the upside... the RP is finally moving again! Once I actually got James to start RPing in it Kris started... and then Winter brought in a friend... and people just started coming more often. We'd move about a page a week... it was so damn slow, but now we just jumped about 10 pages in less than two days. Lol, when there's people actually RPing in a thread people start coming. Which is good. ^^

Anyway... I have a day off today. I spent a lot of the morning sleeping... I don't sleep much at night because I'm moth-phobic and as I've said plenty of times, there's moths everywhere. I've been sleeping out on the couch... but Jackie really doesn't want me to do it anymore because the couch gets messed up and then eventually the couch covers have to be washed because they've been slept on and yada yada yada... but I hate this... crying

DAMN I am SOOOO hungry. I only was able to have a one egg omelette this morning... there is no damn food in this house and I was too lazy to go up to the kitchen and grab more eggs. But it's alright... lunch is in an hour and a half, and there's peanut butter cups in the fridge. So I can wait. ^^

Hmmm... not much else to say. I'm kinda bored. Oh... did I mention that my parents have officially moved to L.A.? They're gone now. So when I go back to NY it's gonna be kinda odd. Dunno exactly what I'm gonna do. I don't wanna stay here for the entire summer... I really wanted to visit my mom before my sister goes back to school in August. Which will be soon. I need to talk to Kendra about leaving... because I think they plan on having me stay for the whole summer. But Nick said two months was the MAX... so meh. I dunno. I need to talk to her today.

Another part of it is that I've been here for a month... but I haven't really done anything for myself. I mean it's cool out here... and it's been interesting hanging out with the kids and whatever. But other than having some time and space to chill from work and my parents, things aren't all that much different. I just don't know that anything is happening other than the fact that I'm wasting time. I miss James... the fact that we're apart again hurts... and especially him, I think, because he doesn't have as much to preoccupy himself as I do.

But hell. We'll see how things go. I'll write more another time. Later.