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Where should I start...? I'm out on the beach right now so I can't really think all that straight, it's way too relaxing here. Maybe I should do this in a place where I'm less likely to fall asleep halfway through writing, but there's pepole at home and I don't really want to be caught - I love my friends and all, but they can be really nosy. There's no denying that. Kakeru, I think, might be the worst of all - I caught her reading my diary once and she tried to pass it off as just a book and walk out with it. And since she's in my room, leaving it - or writing in it - in there is out of the question. I've taken to hiding it in the very, very back of the cabinet that has a bunch of healthy foods in it, in the kitchen. Since most of my friends avoid healthy foods like the plague, it should be safe there.
...Anyway. Where was I going with that...? Oh, right! I'm kinda sleepy right now, so if I talk about anything I might not be putting things in the right order or I might gloss over some details. Apologies in advance! Anyway, let's get started...
There are some really scary things about graveyards. I mean, they've always freaked me out, and probably always will - and it's perfectly understandable, when you think about it, I mean, who wouldn't be after... After what, again? It's a long story. I might tell it when I'm not quite so sleepy - I wouldn't do it justice now! Anyway, anyway... not everything about graveyards is scary, though. I mean they can have some really really scary things in them, but they can also have... nice things, nice people. Just like the rest of life, I guess. I wonder how Serafino and Nayeli are doing...? Maybe I should go back for a visit sometime. At night, though, I'm not sure if I'd be able to see either of them during the day - they're sure to be really busy, they've got things that they have to do, after all. I spent a lot of time with the two of them in the graveyard, after that showdown with Jenova. Somehow I doubt many people even noticed I was gone. Minx did, though, and that's good enough for me, because she's really the only person I see on a regular basis anymore. The others are always so busy.
The day I came home from the graveyard, Minx told me that someone ate her water meat! How horrible, the poor thing... She was going into what she did to the person who ate it when she saw a guy, shut up, and walked off. It's been awhile since she's done something like that, maybe it's a good thing...? She left Tidus and me alone for awhile, though. Oh, yeah! Tidus came to visit that night, too. I'm glad Serafino brought me home when I did, or else I would have missed his visit! We shared a bed again, like we used to when I would stay over at his house. I liked it, a lot, I missed that... But man, if my dad knew, he'd probably make me come home right away! And he was the one who was all for me staying in Gaia to learn about other worlds. But... still... It's not like we were doing anything. It was just like hugging, except we were asleep. That's all...
You know hwo owh who how someone said that all good things must come to an end? They're completely right! I woke up in the middle of the night that night 'cause I was really hungry, so I had to leave the bed to go eat before I died of hunger - come to think of it I didn't really eat much during my last few days in the graveyard. So I had waffles, and I think they were really good, but all I really remember is that I fell asleep, and the syrup got stuck in my hair! It wouldn't come out, so I had to get a haircut. Now my hair's all one length... or closer to being all one length than it was before. I was really, really worried that it would look bad, but... He said it looked cute, so, I won't worry about it anymore.
But... gah, something hapened and... I can't write about it, I'm coloring up just thinking about it. Lemme tell you, it was so hard to face him afterwards. And I can't believe he caught me crying, I don't think he noticed, though. Well... He obviously noticed something was wrong but I don't think he noticed I'd been crying. Thank you, rain. I don't wanna seem weak in front of him anymore, I'll have to try not to let things get me down when he's around... Oh, and I need to practice fighting more, I haven't done that much... I'd ask Kakeru for help, but I'm a bit hesitant to do that. Maybe I should find someone else...? I don't want to ask him for help this time, I wanna be able to surprise him with how strong I got... maybe he'll be proud of me!
Umm... What else has happened, anyway...? I mentioned earlier that Kakeru's sleeping in my room. She came in through the window and totally conked out, but she was acting really weird right before. She glomped me! It was freaky, Kakeru just doesn't glomp people. She doesn't, it's just fact. The sky is blue, sea-salt ice cream is yummy, and Kakeru doesn't glomp people. It turns out she just hadn't slept well for awhile, which is probably why she's still sleeping. I've been sleeping on couches... and the ground. Oh! Pazuzu left me a chick and a water meat as pets, I'll have to thank him for that later... They're really cute, but the chick keeps biting me! I hope it doesn't bite the wrong person, they might try to eat it. That wouldn't be good!
Anyway... I might write more later, but right now, I'm getting way too sleepy to write and it's getting hard to see straight. I'm just gonna take a nap, I've got sunscreen, I shouldn't get burned... Right?
Love, Olette
__♪ and i`ll _____________m a k e a w i s h ___________________________t a k e a c h a n c e ___________________________________________m a k e a c h a n g e ____________________________________________________________and_ b r e a k a w a y . . .
a responsible girl · Thu Jul 26, 2007 @ 06:53pm · 1 Comments |