{g r e w u p i n a s m a l l t o w n} {a n d w h e n t h e r a i n w o u l d f a l l d o w n} {. . .i ` d j u s t s t a r e o u t m y w i n d o w. . .} {d r e a m i n g o f w h a t c o u l d b e} {a n d i f i ` d e n d u p h a p p y , i w o u l d p r a y i w o u l d p r a y}
___i_____would_______pray_______i_____could___ ___________● ● ●b r e a k a w a y● ● ●
...Wow. Is it that time already? I didn't really give it much thought during the summer, but it's about time for me to go back to school. Tenth grade. I didn't... actually think I'd be going back this year. What with the war and everything... but... it seems like a lot of people have forgotten about it. Things have calmed down. Wherever Sora and Riku and Kairi went when they left the ASA... I guess they took care of it for us.
Kinda scary. It took me a really long time to remember the name of that place. "ASA". I wonder what it stands for...? Ask... Ask Sora... Ask Sora Anything! That was it. ...Why did I forget...? That place... that was where I met Tidus and Minx. I shouldn't forget it. But... it's a blur. All of it. I can remember bits and pieces but nothing really definite. I wonder. If I look back on some of my past entries, will I even recognize the people and places I'm talking about?
Why am I forgetting?
I don't want to forget it. But... I guess, this is my mind's way of telling me to move on, isn't it? No matter how much I want to, I won't be able to go back to that time. I remember it was good. I liked it there, I felt so at home there. And all of us... the people who went there, we were going to fight in the war. But it seems like almost everyone's forgotten. Am I next? Am I going to forget everything, too? I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to... I think I'll spend my free time looking for pictures and making a scrapbook or something, and I'll write in another journal, about the everyday things that happened there that I can still remember.
That way, even if I do forget completely, I can still remember.
Right! So that'll be my out of school project this year. I hope I can find things. I might have to try to track down some of the people I can remember. I wonder if Minx has any pictures...
Oh, it's about time to leave. Wish me luck on my first day of school, journal!
Love, Olette
P.S. Note to self - ask someone for a hair tie! Long hair is kind of a hassle. I should probably get it cut soon.
__♪ and i`ll _____________m a k e a w i s h ___________________________t a k e a c h a n c e ___________________________________________m a k e a c h a n g e ____________________________________________________________and_ b r e a k a w a y . . .
a responsible girl · Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 02:52pm · 0 Comments |