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well lets see hmm...today was a weird day i mean i was happy in the morning and now i am all ehh again well i got my "exclamation point" so i feel pretty drained not to mention bloated and ugly but thats a different story today all i wanted to do was sing but mostly sad meaningful songs and i did that but now i am on the computer hehe anyway tomorrow i got to a slayer and mariylin manson concert which i am excitied for it should be an awsome show so i am physicked lol i dont really know how to explain it but i feel really weird right now and i dont know why i mean i cant even pin point an emotion at this moment i guess i feel umm maybe forgotten i guess yeah thats a good way to put it i am all by myself right now and usually i love it but now i feel alone and i dont really know what to do with myself i want to go take a walk but its like 90 degrees outside and i dont really want to deal with that maybe ill take a nice cold shower and just chill anyway im gonna have a good time tomorrow so i guess this solitude is worth it