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Yes, my mother is moving. There is no if. My step-dad already put in his transfer notice. Its only a matter of time now. I am not looking forward to that but it is her decision to make. I'm not a little kid anymore. I can take care of myself. Its time that she did something she wants to do, away from all of the stress.

Working on whatever. Working tomorrow. My friends are good. I count that as a blessing. Dont ever think I forget you, no matter how down I get. I couldnt live without you guys and all that you do for me. To my girlfriend, I love you so much and I will never leave you. Ever. To my best friend, I am telling you, I love you man. Its so good to be talking to you more again. I have been so alone lately, but you have been there even if I havent taken you up on it.

To my parents, I know you will never read this, but I love you both so much. You may not be together anymore, but I dont feel like I only have half a family. I have more family, something that I never had before. You care about me so much and I can be so damn obstinate as to not see it. I will do everything I can to make you proud of me.






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tempestswordsman
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commentCommented on: Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 01:52am
Yay for epiphanies!

I love you too! Everybody loves you. You're a good guy. We all know that, heck even people you don't like probably like you. It is great to hear you processing things in a positive way. It does my little heart good. I'm sure it does the same for yours.

It is too bad your mom is moving but there are many good things too as you already know. It gets her away from the drama. A new environment may do her quite good. We both know she adores you. Well I do at least, it shows in how she acts. She isn't leaving you really.

On a related note feel free to go and see her and not me if you wish. I wouldn't hold it against you at all.

Love and peace brother, right on!


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