i was such a newb in my other journal entries.
ew.
i used 'lol' for crying out loud.
ugh. it made me shudder. 'lol'.
and dani was so hyper... hah. what is with you, dani?
you need to get some self control.
oh, you do.
expecially how you get all 'attatched' to people.
it's sick.
because once you trust and get all close and 'attatched' to someone, they can f***ing break you.
sorry. danielle won't let me cuss. she still controls part of me.
she's totally against the cussing.
but don't worry. give me some time and i'll be cussing as much as i want.
saying the things that i want.
and dani can't stop that.
because she hurts inside.
so now it's just me.
well. partially dani. i'm taking over, yes... but she still disagrees with what i'm saying. she's upset with me, now.
aw... but she shouldn't be... i'm going to be the only one that's going to always be there for her.
because i'm part of her. and she can't get rid of that.
she also can't get rid of the way she feels.
it's too strong...
oh but i can.
i can destroy those feelings and make her start new.
i can take over.
help make her barrier come up again.
weeee heeheehee. that will be such fun.
~
for those of you who
have read this journal entry and are
freaking out for some reason...
don't.
i was just writing for the fun of it.
making something creative...
because i'm strange and different.
you just don't even know.
yay for my crazed stories that don't make much sense.
ew.
i used 'lol' for crying out loud.
ugh. it made me shudder. 'lol'.
and dani was so hyper... hah. what is with you, dani?
you need to get some self control.
oh, you do.
expecially how you get all 'attatched' to people.
it's sick.
because once you trust and get all close and 'attatched' to someone, they can f***ing break you.
sorry. danielle won't let me cuss. she still controls part of me.
she's totally against the cussing.
but don't worry. give me some time and i'll be cussing as much as i want.
saying the things that i want.
and dani can't stop that.
because she hurts inside.
so now it's just me.
well. partially dani. i'm taking over, yes... but she still disagrees with what i'm saying. she's upset with me, now.
aw... but she shouldn't be... i'm going to be the only one that's going to always be there for her.
because i'm part of her. and she can't get rid of that.
she also can't get rid of the way she feels.
it's too strong...
oh but i can.
i can destroy those feelings and make her start new.
i can take over.
help make her barrier come up again.
weeee heeheehee. that will be such fun.
~
for those of you who
have read this journal entry and are
freaking out for some reason...
don't.
i was just writing for the fun of it.
making something creative...
because i'm strange and different.
you just don't even know.
yay for my crazed stories that don't make much sense.
