i can't fall asleep.
i've been trying to for more than three hours,
and i just can't.
for some reason i'm thinking about the movie "Ghost", which i haven't seen for years...
i think i last saw it when i was eight, or something.
and the song from it, "Unchained Melody by The Righteous Brothers" keeps playing over and over in my head.
weird.
my cat's sleeping next to me.
she takes up like half the bed, you know.
but i don't mind sharing.
i feel sleepy. but then again,
i felt sleepy before... and i layed in bed for 4 hours, just thinking.
thinking about stuff that i shouldn't be thinking about
because they haven't even happened,
yet i still think about them because that's how i am.
i make my own self depressed this way.
but you know...?
this past year 1/2 or so, i've been so... unbelievably happy.
depressed? not at all...
so i guess it was time for me to get depressed about something...
although don't worry!
i'll get over this... and i'll try and make things right, if i can...
oh nice... i couldn't sleep, but it turns out that dawson's creek is up next.
maybe i'll watch that and try and fall asleep after...
... dawson's creek reminds me
of marshmallow.
heh.
everythingremindsmeofher.
... it's called obsessive addiction disorder. or... something like that.
... or maybe not. i made that up.
whenever the bottom of my foot hurts or tickles a bit,
i freak out now.
hahahahahaha... <.<
um... only one person would really understand what i just said about my foot.
ohmigee! on dawson's creek, dawson and joey (did i get the names right? i've only just started watching this show... repeats! hahaha.) were watching a movie and i think i've seen that movie in either my english or history class last year. weird...
awww...
"because in spite of the circumstances, they never stop loving..."
joey just said that. and i was like
o:
hey... that's... deep.
and i wanted to write it down.
might give me inspiration for a really good poem,
or something.
hmmmm so... what to talk about now?
oooh. my stomach has been growling all day today.
... i don't know what that means, since i ate lunch.
i keep thinking about eating apples for some reason...
red apples sound really good right now...
hey, degrassi comes back this fall.
yep. said so on the tv.
so what if i'm watching the-n?
hahah. i am. watching the-n.
south of nowhere comes on this friday.
yep. the three shows i watch. degrassi, south of nowhere, and now dawson's creek.
all teen drama's.
i tend to try and avoid drama in real life,
so maybe that's why i'm so attracted towards these teen dramas on television.
they're quite interesting.
well, to me, that is...
hmmmm... my final exam is today.
i hope i do good...
mmm... i'm thirsty.
and i don't know what else to write, i guess...
okay. that's not true. but i... don't feel like typing anymore.
wow. it took me a long time to write this journal entry...
o.0
i've been trying to for more than three hours,
and i just can't.
for some reason i'm thinking about the movie "Ghost", which i haven't seen for years...
i think i last saw it when i was eight, or something.
and the song from it, "Unchained Melody by The Righteous Brothers" keeps playing over and over in my head.
weird.
my cat's sleeping next to me.
she takes up like half the bed, you know.
but i don't mind sharing.
i feel sleepy. but then again,
i felt sleepy before... and i layed in bed for 4 hours, just thinking.
thinking about stuff that i shouldn't be thinking about
because they haven't even happened,
yet i still think about them because that's how i am.
i make my own self depressed this way.
but you know...?
this past year 1/2 or so, i've been so... unbelievably happy.
depressed? not at all...
so i guess it was time for me to get depressed about something...
although don't worry!
i'll get over this... and i'll try and make things right, if i can...
oh nice... i couldn't sleep, but it turns out that dawson's creek is up next.
maybe i'll watch that and try and fall asleep after...
... dawson's creek reminds me
of marshmallow.
heh.
everythingremindsmeofher.
... it's called obsessive addiction disorder. or... something like that.
... or maybe not. i made that up.
whenever the bottom of my foot hurts or tickles a bit,
i freak out now.
hahahahahaha... <.<
um... only one person would really understand what i just said about my foot.
ohmigee! on dawson's creek, dawson and joey (did i get the names right? i've only just started watching this show... repeats! hahaha.) were watching a movie and i think i've seen that movie in either my english or history class last year. weird...
awww...
"because in spite of the circumstances, they never stop loving..."
joey just said that. and i was like
o:
hey... that's... deep.
and i wanted to write it down.
might give me inspiration for a really good poem,
or something.
hmmmm so... what to talk about now?
oooh. my stomach has been growling all day today.
... i don't know what that means, since i ate lunch.
i keep thinking about eating apples for some reason...
red apples sound really good right now...
hey, degrassi comes back this fall.
yep. said so on the tv.
so what if i'm watching the-n?
hahah. i am. watching the-n.
south of nowhere comes on this friday.
yep. the three shows i watch. degrassi, south of nowhere, and now dawson's creek.
all teen drama's.
i tend to try and avoid drama in real life,
so maybe that's why i'm so attracted towards these teen dramas on television.
they're quite interesting.
well, to me, that is...
hmmmm... my final exam is today.
i hope i do good...
mmm... i'm thirsty.
and i don't know what else to write, i guess...
okay. that's not true. but i... don't feel like typing anymore.
wow. it took me a long time to write this journal entry...
o.0
