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This is my first serious entry in a while I think.
Today was what seemed to be a good day but I'm not sure.
I learned a palm spin with the help of a couple friends giving me some extra courage, thanks mike, dan and hiram ^_^
Then after school I went to Olivia's and I don't know how to explain how that went. I guess I was nervous so I was giggling a lot, but then again it could have been my usual happy mood, where I giggle about everything, anyway giggling isn't a turn on. I should have worn softer boxers today >.< I guess we started grinding or something, it took a while for us to do anything, she kept trying to get me to do stuff. I don't know what I was thinking, I didn't really feel like doing anything, I guess I just didn't know her good enough.
If a hot girl says take me what do you do, I just roll over and giggle.
Why do girls like me >.> I remember a while back, I said to myself why don't girls like me I'm not bad looking, now I can't keep them back. Something just doesn't feel right, maybe I'm ment to be single.
Moving on after probably around 15-20 minutes of chaffing, grinding, moaning and bitting, it was about time for me to go. What are we now, I don't know what to say to her, I don't know her good enough to call us anything yet. I guess I wouldn't mind continue on this path but I don't know if things would work out, somethings just don't feel right.
I feel like this is what I wanted and now that I have it, I just want someone cute thats satisfied with snuggling. She tells me what she doesn't like, she bites...
My mind is to ******** up to know right from wrong, I'll just play things out and let fate take over.
After all that though I got to hang out with mike and I really enjoyed that, I jumped on the trampoline a lot, I did one perfect 360 back flip. I think I can do them if I concentrate hard enough.
Thank you Navit for my quote of the day:
[22:07] Tivan: dude
[22:07] Tivan: you're you
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