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"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes the colour them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth

And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus:]
And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
That love is alive and not dead

So tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappinngs of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus:]
And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I dropped out, I burned up
I fought my way back from the dead
And I tuned in, I turned on
Remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life


It's true, everyone knows this song, and it's one of those that, well, you either love or hate it. I just happen to love it, and I think that it's the perfect song for someone like me who's in constant peril of losing her heart. Because this is the guy I'm looking for. I found him, no kidding, but as always, things are so much more complicated, and this time, I'm the one who made it that way.
Okay actually, he started it, not me, but I definitely made things irrevocably awkward by almost sleeping with his housemate. I'm not a whore, and anyone who knows me knows that for a fact. I just made a bad choice, and now I'm regretting it. So anyone who cares, send up a prayer for me, because I think that once in my life I deserve to get what I want.