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"you are the fire, on my apartment floor
sixteen stories, i'd rather burn then fall
and it isn't fate, that took us all by storm
it's just the turn of a card"


Wahhh...

First off, I'll start about Gaia. I've hit 80K! That's almost 100K... So close! Which is my current goal, to get 100K as soon as I can! KiKi Kitty will still be far away though, that's not half of what it's worth. But I'm getting there. Erh... That's probably it. And I change my profile's video, added the Gir Song.

Hmhm! I created a second OC! Drew her four times already. Also did a little general profile. Her looks? She's rather "emo" in her look I would say. Maybe punk? She's Scorpio, that's all I can say. =]

School's fine. wth. I don't wanna type about it at the moment. Yeah, I said: just fine.

I've been really missing out lately, something really is wrong with me. I don't now what I am doing, I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know whats tight inside my chest, I don't know why I try to run away from my friends, I don't know why when I come home I scream at every thing's that's wrong, I just don't know. Just some thing's not right. It's been almost half a year I moved to the other side of country... What, who am I missing? It's there's someone on the back of my mind? I have been missing lots of people but right now if I am... It's unclear to me who. Of course, I miss everyone but am I feeling so ******** right now. WHAT IS MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY? It's like wanting to die deep down inside, it's only a though at the back of your mind. You won't touch it, won't talk about it, won't think about it and won't put it in action.
If I stop to think, I'll think of random things, or blank. If I try digging the reason it won't come. I'm confusion but I don't feel like it. I would like to cry but nothing wants to get out.