Things are strange in my world now.
Super strange.
I want to sing but have no good voice.
I want to dance but have no quardiantion.
What I want I usually can't get
And what I get makes me happy.
Strange.
Ahh a poem. It's been a while since I tried to write one that wasn't super sappy. Anyway I've been thinking a lot about my future and what I want to totally be.
See I have a aas degree in graphic and web design but after taking that course I realized how hard it would be to get into in my area and that some of the areas of that I wish not to be in.
I wouldn't mind being a web designer at all but there are so many of those now a days I fear I'll never be good enough.
So I've been thinking of becoming a nurse or something. I love helping people and it would be something that there is always a need for.
It seems I have an inferiority complex.
I knew it sorta. I'm never good enough for anyone. Everyone is always 'puting up with me'. I know that isn't the case but it still crosses my mind a lot. I want to be someone everyone can depend on. That everyone wants to be around.
*sigh*
Ahh my brain is stupid.
*skips out*
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