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This Is My Journal Of My Life On Any Other Websites And In Real Life. Things Typed Here Will Be Really What Happened To Me. If You Think I`m Weird Back Off Now. If You Think I`m Just Dumb Back Off. This Is My Story Of My Life. And One Day I Will
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I Am Tired Of People Just Trying To Be Nice To Me When I Know Damn Well They Hate Me.
I Am Tired Of Telling People My Problems And Telling Me What I Already Know.
I Am Tried Of People Who Talk To Me For 5 Minutes And Then Leave.
I Am Tired Of People Reminding Me Of My Past And Making Me Cry.
I Am Tired Of People Just Staring At Me Because I Am Me
I Am Tired Of People Calling Me Retarded, Fat, Loser Etc..
I Am Tired Of Not Being The Person Anyone Likes.
I Am Tired Of Being The Fat Loner In The Corner
I Am Tired Of Not Being A Good Enough Friend
I Am Tired Of Never Having Nobody To Go To
I Am Tired Of Not Being Good Enough
I Am Tired Of Being The Loser
I Am Tired Of Being Laughed At
I Am Tired So Damn Tired Of It
I Am Tired Of Being Forgotten

I`m Just Tired Of People Making Me Cry And Making Me Feel So Numb. I Know I Have Nobody. Can`t People Just Let Me Be ? Can`t People Just Leave Me Alone ? v_v It Makes Me So Sad To Know Just To Know I Have Never Ever Had A ******** Friend That I Could Ever Help.. To Know That Someone Else Is Helping My Friends I Am Happy About That But I Just Still Can`t Help To Feel Useless... Am I Just The Person They Want To Hang Out With ? Who They Can Dump At Anytime? Because If That`s What I Am I Would Rather Be Alone...
I`m Tired Of Being Told What I Can And Can`t Do. I`m So Unwanted By Everyone.
I`m Not Even Shure About Why I Come On Anymore. Why I Am Still Living. Why Am I Still Here.

I`m To Damn Shy, Annoying, Loud, Dumb, Stupid.... For Anything Worth Living.

I Am Alone... I Am So Alone..
How Do I Know This .. Because When I Am Crying So Hard I Can`t Even Breath When I`m Sitting There with A Knife In My Hand At The End Of The Day I HAve Nobody to Talk To. Nobody That Cares Sure I`ve Stopped Cutting But Do My Parents Even Tell Me "Good job Im Happy Now" No They Just Dont Even Care They Don`t Give a ******** s**t At All.

As The Tears Gather In My Eyes I Know The Rapid Cycle Will Happen Again. I Know Nobody Will Care Either. I Have No ******** Idea Why. stare

I Don`t Want Anyone To Bother With My Problems. My Stupid Selfish Problems.
This Song Describes What I Feel Right Now...

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you ******** happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing



I`m Tired Of This.. And It`s Why I Have 3 Years Left Of My Pityiful Life. Because You People Drove Me Into A Dark Cold Corner. And Make Me Have Emo Moments.






Everyone I Ever Cared About They Drifted Away..





 
 
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