My Family Just Destroys Me. I Told My Mom a Horrible Dream I Had About Our Family Fighting, And She Just Had To Say "Its Like Real Life" I Just Stood There..
Does My Family Want To Hurt Me And Leave Me Alone ?
I Cannot Escape Them I Have No Friends To Go To All I Have Is Writing Stupid Journals !
Nobody Will Try To Save Me ! I`m So Far GONE! I Thought They Cared !
I`m Sick Of People Saying They Are There.
When I Know And They Know They Aren`t.
I`m Having More And More Darkness Surround Me. When I Think Of All The People That Have Been Cut Short From My Life.
I`m Sick Of It. Why Can`t I Die ?
Almost All My Family Is Dead I Have No Cousins Or Aunts Or Uncles To Go To If I Have Problems With My PATHETIC ATTEMEPT AT A FAMILY
IM JUST SO ANGRY AT MY STUPID FAMILY.
CAN THEY NOT SEE ME?
CAN THEY NOT SEE I HAVE FEELINGS ?
WHAT WOULD IT BE ******** LIKE TO NOT FEEL ALONE ?
THEY CALL ME ANNOYING AND STUPID?
BUT THATS A ******** ACT BECASUE IF I SHOWED MY REAL SELF TO THEM
THEY WOULD BE BLOWN OUT OF THE WATER
I Can`t Even Talk To Them. They MAke Me Feel Like The Bad Guy.
They Will Leave The Room If I Bring Up A Subject, Such As
Self Harm. "Oh I Have To MAke Supper"
Says My Mom "Oh I Have To Well Go To Work"
Says My Dad. stare
Yeah In Other Words "******** You Just Stop"
I`ve Stopped Cutting Does Anyone Even Care And Say "Goodjob"
But Oh Oh No They Dont They Dont Understand That Made Me HAPPY
And The ONE Thing That PISSES Me Off The Most Is I Can`t Even Tell My Grandma And Grandpa...
I Stare At The Ground Knowing I Will Burst Into Tears Knowing I Cannot Be Saved.
Now My Priss Off Dad Wants On And My ******** MOTHER Is Making Me Go To Walmart I Hate Them And If I Had A Gun Right Now I`d Shoot Myself In The ******** FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Does My Family Want To Hurt Me And Leave Me Alone ?
I Cannot Escape Them I Have No Friends To Go To All I Have Is Writing Stupid Journals !
Nobody Will Try To Save Me ! I`m So Far GONE! I Thought They Cared !
I`m Sick Of People Saying They Are There.
When I Know And They Know They Aren`t.
I`m Having More And More Darkness Surround Me. When I Think Of All The People That Have Been Cut Short From My Life.
I`m Sick Of It. Why Can`t I Die ?
Almost All My Family Is Dead I Have No Cousins Or Aunts Or Uncles To Go To If I Have Problems With My PATHETIC ATTEMEPT AT A FAMILY
IM JUST SO ANGRY AT MY STUPID FAMILY.
CAN THEY NOT SEE ME?
CAN THEY NOT SEE I HAVE FEELINGS ?
WHAT WOULD IT BE ******** LIKE TO NOT FEEL ALONE ?
THEY CALL ME ANNOYING AND STUPID?
BUT THATS A ******** ACT BECASUE IF I SHOWED MY REAL SELF TO THEM
THEY WOULD BE BLOWN OUT OF THE WATER
I Can`t Even Talk To Them. They MAke Me Feel Like The Bad Guy.
They Will Leave The Room If I Bring Up A Subject, Such As
Self Harm. "Oh I Have To MAke Supper"
Says My Mom "Oh I Have To Well Go To Work"
Says My Dad. stare
Yeah In Other Words "******** You Just Stop"
I`ve Stopped Cutting Does Anyone Even Care And Say "Goodjob"
But Oh Oh No They Dont They Dont Understand That Made Me HAPPY
And The ONE Thing That PISSES Me Off The Most Is I Can`t Even Tell My Grandma And Grandpa...
I Stare At The Ground Knowing I Will Burst Into Tears Knowing I Cannot Be Saved.
Now My Priss Off Dad Wants On And My ******** MOTHER Is Making Me Go To Walmart I Hate Them And If I Had A Gun Right Now I`d Shoot Myself In The ******** FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
