MY HEAD AND HEART HURT
It's hard to sleep tonight. I just sat down after a few hours of pacing around in my room, then wasting more time laying in bed for nothing, except maybe to wait for a phone call from a certain someone I would rather not speak of.
Will no one talk to me? Hug me, my friend. I need it more so than you think I would. Who ever's out there, I want you to know that I'm feeling alone. Why won't you sit down for a small chat with me? If I cried right now, will you break out the box of tissues for me? I know you can't really do these things I tell you, even if you want to or not. I can't make you do anything because I don't own you or anyone. That would be wrong.
Sorry, I just had a tear roll down my face. Do you know how much it sucks?! Again, I apologize for that outburst. There are some things I want to tell you, my friends, but then again, I'm too reserved and embarassed to say anything at all. All I can say is I wish you weren't so far away. It really lights my day when you talk to me, and when you're not on, it's completely opposite.
Yeah. I think I managed to get this out of my system and feel good about it...somewhat.
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I'll call you next time you're like this.
<3
Dont feel upset. :]
Panic's here.