IF YOU CARE
Is it just because I'm not good enough? I would say such a beautiful thing, but it tortures me from the inside out. Day by day, I can feel it's great weight upon my chest the moment I see two lovers at their best. God bless them.
When will it be my turn, I will never know. Soon, I hope. Surprise me like I've never been surprised before. Whom ever she is, i want to feel the softness of her skin against mine, the feeling I've missed from the last one I've had once; the one I felt intimacy for was all a lie. How could i be so oblivious to what she was really trying to say to me! I gave everything, and she gave me the cold shoulder. But I digress, I'm over her now. At least that much makes me happy.
