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(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: your guess is as good as mine...
(3) Single?: yes...and it seems to be a static position.
(4) Want to be?: I don't care
(5) Your birth day: October 24
(6) Age you act: it varies
(7) Age you wish you were: 9...for good reason.

( cool Your height: 5'2
(9) The color of your eyes: don't see them much...I'm told they're blue
(10) Happy with it?: Couldn't care less actually
(11) The color of your hair: Reddish Brown (also known as auburn)
(12) Happy with it?: who gives a rat's a**?
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty...
(14) Your living arrangement?: hell
(27) Your family:what of them?
(29) What's your job: unemployed currently.
(30) Piercings?: Five in my ears in total..I want more
(31) Tattoos?: unfortunately not yet
(32) Obsessions?: Reading and being alone
(35) Do you speak another language?: In my head
(36) Have a favorite quote: The dreams of youth are the regrets of maturity.
(37) Do you have a web page?: not that Iknow of...

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(3 Do you live in the moment?: ?
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: of all but the stupid
(40) Do you have any secrets?: I don't remember.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: no...we are our own acquiantence
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: so i've been told
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "The girl who (unexpectedly) survived"
(46) What's your biggest fear?: being afraid
(47) Can you sing?: everyone but the mute can sing
(4 cool Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no.
(49) Are you a loner?: Dunno...ask my imaginary friends! j/k
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: doubt it...not if I knew about me what..I know now?
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Depends on the dare...
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? i stopped paying attention to that sort of thing long ago
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: aggressive
(55) Have you got a car?: If I get one this year...I buy it...if I wait a year...my father will
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: I'd be happy
(5 There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity..the others are a matter of opinion
(59) How do you vent?:I don't effectively
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: more like stubborn..or possibly void
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: confidential
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? It's what people make of it for you.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: why are there always questions like this?
(65) And least?: I hate that it's my earth bound vessel.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?:still don't care..and I really don't have an opinion
(67) Are you confident?: about what?
(6 What is the fictional character you're most like?: Anita Blake
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Does it matter?

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: No...and I never will..
(72) Do drugs?: I don't even take my perscriptions
(73) Read the newspaper? Not much anymore...I used to for political articles.
(74) Pray?: Not since I was nine
(75) Go to church?not since my grandfather died
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: not if I don't know the
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? yes.
(7 Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
(79) Talk to people that hate you :Long ago...if I wanted to talk to someone, the only choice were those who hated me
(80) Drive?: sorta
(81) Like to drive fast?: when called for
(82) Liked your voice? ?
(83) Hurt yourself?: last week of first semester of 10th grade
(84) Been out of the country?: MeXiCo for like two minutes
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Callimari....I was six
(86)Burped?: yesterday
(87) Been unfaithful?: to who?
(8 Been in love?: no
(89) Done drugs?: no
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: no, but want to
(92) Had a surgery?: On my tear duct
(93) Ran away from home?: in my dreams
(94) Played strip poker?: No
(95) Gotten beaten up?: been hit...but I was too chicken s**t at the time
(97) Been picked on?: for about 5 years straight
(9 cool Been on stage?: seventh grade
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: er...no
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: I plead no contest...
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: night doesn't last very long..there is no late...only early
(103) If yes, what is your record?:a week
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah. I have a male parent you know...
(107) Slept all day?: no...I can't sleep during the day
(10 cool Killed someone?: a few times...I erased them from my life...they keep being resurrected though
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: no
(111) Thought you're going crazy?:lol
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yea...
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: sorta kinda
(114) Been betrayed? : one of the few things I'm sure of
(115) Had a dream that came true?: I don't dream anymore...all my deja vus are from years ago
(116) Broken the law?: I dunno...probably
(117) Met a famous person?: Bill Clinton

Why does it jump from Q. 117 to Q.147 here??

(147) Been on radio/TV.?: TV yes...
(14 cool Been in a mosh-pit?: yes...thought I was gonna die *shudder*
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: a few times
(150) Considered religious vocation?: yes...a long time ago
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: erm...no?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: no

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: the type that go on your feet.
(155) Brand of clothing?: As long as I'm not naked
(156) Cologne/perfume?: um...i think it's somethin' vanilla?
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: clothes
(159) Wear hats?: generally only my fuzzy green one
(161) Wear make-up?: on occassion
(162) Favorite place to shop?: I don't really like to shop
(163) Favorite article of clothing? tye-dye shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: uh
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?:no way in hell

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: I don't even believe in life on this particular specimen of orbital "bliss"
(167) Miracles?: not anymore
(16 cool Astrology?: no...it can be fun though
(169) Magic?: not sure yet
(170) God?: agnostic
(171) Satan?: agnostic
(172) Santa?: dyslexic devil worshippers sell their souls to Santa.
(173) Ghosts?: not by choice
(174) Luck?: no
(175) Love at first sight?: I know how the emotion evolved...so I know it's just a hormonal response to the need to perpetuate the species
(176) Yin and Yang?: boys and girls? or opposites?
(177) Witches?: yes...not necessarily their beliefs though
(17 cool bunny?: erm...ok.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: not really...if you break up with someone, you weren't faithful forever. plus...you don't know someone forever.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: I don't belief in rainbows anymore
(181) Do you wish on stars?: I used to...

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no...
(183) Do you remember your first love?: no
(184) Still love him/her?: NO
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: It's an evolutionary response to the end of the behavioral reward of orgasm in the females shortly after our species became bipedal...so without "love" our species would have died out. Lemme think...yes. Definately a mistake.
(186) What do you find romantic?: nothing...sort of depressing
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: weird...'cause noone expresses such an interest
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going on a blind date: well gee..I don't have anything to base it on
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? I don't give a ********.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?:no
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I dunno
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: Their lifespan is shorter then ours
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they still live a long time
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? at random? i dunno
(20 cool Are you in love?: no.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? keep on walking. Not only are looks not everything..they aren't ANYTHING.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: what?
(212) You wanted to kill?: everyone
(213) That you laughed at?: I haven't laughed in a while
(214) That laughed at you?:I haven't made anyone laugh
(215) That turned you on?: no one
(216) You went shopping with?no one
(217) That broke your heart?: not sure I have a functioning one
(21 cool To disappoint you?: I'm always dissappointed
(219) To ask you out?: no one
(220) To make you cry?: my father
(221) To brighten up your day?: no one
(222) That you thought about?: Peter Pan
(223) You saw a movie with? Wesley
(224) You talked to on the phone?:Manda
(225) You talked to through IM?: Wesley
(226) You saw? Nathan
(227) You were lost?: perpetually
(229) You thought was completely insane?: I dunno. Mom
(230) You wanted to be?: almost anyone but me
(231) You told off?: every one
(232) You trusted?: I dunno. Everyone hurts you at some time
233) You turned down?:no one

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: In true happiness...I was 9
(235) Laughed?: see above
(236) Cried?: last week..for like two hours
(237) Bought something?: last week
(239) Were sarcastic?:after I was 9
(240) Hugged someone?: I haven't hugged. I've been hugged
(241) Talked to an ex?: I don't have one
(242) Watched your fave movie?: I don't have a favorite movie
(243) Had a nightmare?:I don't dream anymore
(245) Talked on the phone?: this afternoon
(246) Listened to the radio?: hardly ever
(247) Watched TV?: nothing with interest
(24 cool Went out?: Sunday. Almost as soon as I got home...I left for Nathans house. I couldn't stand to be with my family a second longer
(249) Helped someone?: the thing I do most to help my family is to stay away from them
(250) Were mean?: to adrienne. a minute ago I told her to leave me the ******** alone.
(251) Sang?: today...well sorta
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?:May 21
(253) Said "I love you"?:
(254) Missed someone?:
(255) Fought with a family member?: Since I was 10, my life has been a fight with a family member
(256) Fought with a friend?: a month or two
(257) Had a serious conversation?: No one talks to me seriously. I'm not trusted, and I know it.
(25 cool Got drunk?: I don't drink

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