You Fixed me
You played me
You broke me
Now As I lay crying with the glass pressed to my wrist all my thoughts are of you and how you hurt me. I hurt more then I ever have. More then any one of my self made cuts could ever hurt, you did this.
You are the one who left my eyes broken and empty. The joy stolen from my voice, eyes and mood. I am left here to pick up the pieces of what is left of my already messed heart. You care not, you wanted this, this is what you got. I always said I would give you whatever you wanted no matter what and I did. I give you my heart and look what you did to it. I give you my home and you left it. I give you my everything and you tossed it aside.
It shows how much you care, it really does. You only said you loved me when you were drunk, I hated that cuz it felt like a lie. And it was. You never loved me. But I can't blame you for that, I am not one for someone,anyone to love. I am one to be hated and that is what you are doing. But still even now I still love you. I will not run after you this time. If you did ever love me then you will run to me. But I just can't see that happening.
You broke me.
And I don't know if I even want to be fixed.
You played me
You broke me
Now As I lay crying with the glass pressed to my wrist all my thoughts are of you and how you hurt me. I hurt more then I ever have. More then any one of my self made cuts could ever hurt, you did this.
You are the one who left my eyes broken and empty. The joy stolen from my voice, eyes and mood. I am left here to pick up the pieces of what is left of my already messed heart. You care not, you wanted this, this is what you got. I always said I would give you whatever you wanted no matter what and I did. I give you my heart and look what you did to it. I give you my home and you left it. I give you my everything and you tossed it aside.
It shows how much you care, it really does. You only said you loved me when you were drunk, I hated that cuz it felt like a lie. And it was. You never loved me. But I can't blame you for that, I am not one for someone,anyone to love. I am one to be hated and that is what you are doing. But still even now I still love you. I will not run after you this time. If you did ever love me then you will run to me. But I just can't see that happening.
You broke me.
And I don't know if I even want to be fixed.
