So it was set that if I received my check this week I would be able to go out to the town my girlfriend lives in and see her, however it was a sad thought today that my sister received her check but not I. It had been in the back of my mind that I would not receive it but I wanted to hope for the best, that I would get it. With the news that I didn't not receive it I had to talk my love that I would not be able to see her this weekend, she played it off but I know that just as I, she was disappointed as well. So now I am back to having a boring, depressing weekend made up of boring, long nights on the endless internet. If only I lived NEAR my love would I be somewhat happier but alas I do not, thus the depressing tone of tonights entry. My plans for now have been set as side for a later date, if one is to come. I can only hope to have better luck with next weekend.
For now that is all I have to say but I should update again soon.
~Sunako Kanzaki~
For now that is all I have to say but I should update again soon.
~Sunako Kanzaki~