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Okay, so um... remember my last entry? Well I was kinda confused and upset when I wrote it... thinking about things in a negative light like I always do. To hopefully fix it... I wrote a poem.

We never knew it would come to this
for there was magic every time we kiss
It was the purest love anyone could wish
Yet I threw it in the bucket with the other fish

I never meant to call you a loser
The way you held me a little closer
I should have known I would break my own heart
It's only been three days, but I'm torn apart

Those small things may have hurt me a bit
But it was only to help me, wasn't it
I thought this was the only way to be free
But I truly believe that he respects me

And no, he doesn't make me sad
Except sometimes when he is mad
But it's okay, it's all right
I want to see him every night

So this is my sorry, this is my please
I don't want to be such a tease
So take me away, teach me well
I won't skip gym or wrongly spell

He accepts and loves every me
So for him good I want to be
I believe I am happy when I am with him
And our relationship shall never dim

But I have it broken, and can never it back
So sadly I stay at home in my shack
The rain dripping slowly over my head
While I sit silently, reading in bed