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Yea Micheru went off on a limb and well I don't know if Ill ever speak with her again. I mean I hope so, but things don't look to good. I really did wish I could see her in NY I always wanted to see Madison square garden and even a girl there that i like there too. lol NOW THATS A DREAM. sigh but no today is just another unworthy day off witanding my pain for now. and waiting to see if Micheru will let me back and if she'll ever tell me I am ok. and if I am kinda likable. If that day were ever to happen I devote every waking moment to seeing that through. Study hard to get a job that lands me in NY and etc. right now I have few people to related to truly, and its a sad and lonely world out there, it makes sense to feel like u would do anything for one person because it might be my only person ... sigh crying