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"Lock the doors,
'Cause I'd like to capture this voice.
It came to me tonight,
So everyone will have a choice."



So, gah! I'm so happy I'm crushing again! Well was... Yesterday I was talking to an old friend through MSNM, it almost brought me to tears.. What did she say? She said(in French) that she pitied me. For loving a guy, during three years, who was all along gay... I though I was over him, and all, it's been 3mths or so I though I wouldn't "cry for him" like I am now again, I don't know... But the thing, I KNOW that he isn't the "someone just for me", yet, the talk with my friend almost brought me tears. I don't understand. I'm confuse. Why, the day before that I was perfectly fine, than why did it hit me like this? It doesn't make any sense. I was incredibly happy, bursting with joy when I realized I was crushing on a guy... But the other one just had to come in again, STOP LURKING IN MY MIND. I'm guilty too, I used to draw him over and over again. Yesterday, guess what? I drew him... I had stopped, but I did yesterday! I'm not believing in myself anymore.

On Gaia, my quest is on hold. I brought items and hope they will inflate, and that'll be my offer for a KiKi, until Christmas is over. Why? I wanna buy gift for my friends on Gaia. So, that's what I'll be saving up while my quest is on hold.
Also, on my profile, I added a link to my wish list, which I finally did and is almost complete, changed the quote and changed the video.
I also started a Raffle, were you buy tickets with Hippie Shoes, there's 200 tickets in total. What's the prize? A Kappa Plushie.

Erh, Basket Ball practice Monday, Basket Ball match Wednesday and I think that's gonna be all for this week... The exams in school are coming, I've done mine in Drama Class and part one in French already though. But still, lots and lots are coming... Wish me luck?