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I won't lie. This week has exhausted me, even though there has not been that much to do, and it's not even over yet. The reason? Well, Monday night, I missed about 30 minutes of sleep, and last night, I got maybe 5 hours of rest. It's really taking it's toll. I... I'm very tired. I cannot wait for this week to end. Then maybe I can sleep, and my back won't bother me so much.
I woke up and felt crappy, but forced myself up becuase I knew I had bought my favorite cereal the other day, and I wanted it. What a wonderful reason to wake up in the morning. Then I talked to a friend before school. It was fun, but I was nearly late to school. First period was boring. Second, I learned that I'm waaay behind because I work slowly when painting something I think looks horrid, but have no say in the color I use because my teacher says it HASTA BE HER WAY D<. Third, good. Fourth, good.
Fifth, goo- Wait wait wait. No movie as planned? New assignment? Oh but WAIT! The projecter isn't working?? Okay everyone, crowd around my itty-bitty computer with hardly audible volume and no room to see, to learn what to write about! -Sits at desk stubbornly.- Teacher looks right past me and tells two girls sitting RIGHT behind me to crowd around the computer, yet leaves me be. What should I make of this? She loves me? She doesn't care about me? Maybe she's ignoring me and thinking "Fine! Get a bad grade! See if I care!"? I... I can't get into her head or point of view! She gives me no hints as to what she's thinking. It's driving me nuts!
It is now sixth period as Morgan walks into her World Geography class. She sits down and turns towards some whispers of distress. "What? We had homework? It wasn't on the board yesterday! He didn't tell us about it!" She looks over to the board to indeed find that there was homework. The bell rings, and the teacher asks everyone to pass thier homework up, however, not a soul in the room has it. Why? Morgan thinks it's becuase the coach put the assignment up there in the morning to mess with the class. Morgan fishes around in her pocket for her "Bronco Buck" (Get out of Jail Free card for school) and remembers that her last one had been lost with her free cupon for a coffee. Gosh. Darn. It. "0!" -Game show buzzer.-
Seventh, I took a test on Photosynthesis and Cellular Respiration. I didn't study, and didn't read the study guide I had worked on, so I didn't EXACTLY know how to answer some questions. Don't you hate it when you know the baisic concept of something, but then can't answer a question over something a little more detailed that you don't know? Maybe I'm just stupid. I don't know. D':
My back was hurting all day long. So, I'm going to do some yoga and stretch it out tonight. All becuase I skipped stretching last night, too. Grrr. I feel like growling. Or hissing. Roar. >[
I feel like a kid. Things won't go my way, and it's not making me happy, and I feel like complaining or being mean to the next person who asks me to do something unfavorable. And I'm not that kind of person, really. I don't like that either. Reality is mean. It's pushed me on the playground and took my crayons. If I tell the teacher, will it get put in time out? Just for a while? Probably not... Nyah, I wanna go talk to someone. I'm feeling lonely...
OH my goodness.... Suck negativity! -Waves arms.- It doesn't take much, does it? I'll look at this in a positive way. I'll do better in the future. I'm learning from my mistakes. Next time will be better. I'm sure. I'll just survive until the break. Then, let the sleeping, eating, gaining wieght, and wasting my time online begin~!
Oh, and I did have one good thing happen. There was an art club party and we all made T-shirts with out own designs. Mine looked like this: (I drew it on my own. ;D)
It was really fun! I can't wait to see mine finished.
 bittersweet93 · Thu Dec 06, 2007 @ 03:22am · 0 Comments |
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