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The Day of being Drained. Of lifeforce.
I went to ed at 3 AM last night, yes, my own stupid fault. If you'd asked me last night I would've said, "It's worth it." Now I'm saying "Fuuuuudge -Ded-" And later on tonight my viewpoint will yet again change.
I was woken up at 7 AM by the same person I'd stayed on the phone with until 3 AM. Of course, he hadn't slept at all. But only a little while after I'd answered and was already on my way to school he fell asleep on the phone. So I hung up and went marrily on my way. That was only the beginning of the day.
Then I had school. Period one- Language lab, my mortal enemy in Spanish III. Two- ArtII. I would have found joy in it if my teacher had been there. Too bad he was gone. The class feels dead without him. Three - English. I recieved two more sheets of homework that I managed to finish up in another class there. LUNCHOMG. I got a call from someone. You take a wild guess as to who it was. Four - Geometry. And guess what, I get two sheets of homework that, although I was able to get my friends to help me on one and a half of them, the other half of another sheet was completly over my head. The best part: I knew how to do this yesterday. Thankyou memory. Five - BCIS. Booooriiiing. Yay for exploring the possibilities of the Word program. At least the teacher shut up long enough for me to do English homework. Six - Holy crap, AP World History. Holy crap, essay test. Holy crap, I "giza-failed" it. And the torture continues the next morrow for me to take the, holy crap, multiple choice part of it. Seven - Chemistry. Lab, easy. Though my friend Sarah did most of the works and figuring outs. (Which is really making me wonder if I'm losing my brain as I sleep, I used to be able to work almost as fast as her, and everyone else around me as well and now I feel like my brain is slipping out of my eyes, I can't keep a steady thought in my head for longer than a second.) And then, da da da~! Test tomorrow that I am currently trying to memorize for.
Ohskays now that I wrote it all down here that'll help my organize my thinks. My thinks thoughts. Thinkythoughts....
I need someone to steal my computer, my cell phone, the TV, and anything else I can use to procrastinate with. In fact, I would do so much better if someone stuck me in a barren room with a chair and a table. And a little chute in the corner where my homework is sent in to me. And a lamp too. And no mirrors.. Dear lord, I'm finding it easier and easier to procrastinate by looking in and studying my freaking bedroom mirror, and when I catch myself doing it I've already been looking at my room through my mirror for a good 5 minutes. Maybe I AM losing braincells.... Augh.
But I cannot say that I didn't bring this upon myself. I'm just too... childish I suppose. Thanks journal for helping me procrastinate for a minute while my food cooked. I'll go eat now bai.
 bittersweet93 · Fri Oct 03, 2008 @ 01:53am · 0 Comments |
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