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Okay. Before you start reading, let me clarify the following:
No. I am not depressed.
No. I am not drunk and/or high.
And No. No one has broken my heart (yet).
So please... Slowly put the pitch forks down and put out the burning torches. I am perfectly alright. I just had a recent soap opera overdose and I kinda need to vent... Thank you for your understanding! biggrin
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Paint me a picture
Of how great life used to be
How it was filled with joy and glee
When there was still a you and me

Choose the brightest colors on the pallet
Show no hint of despair or saddness
Even smooth strokes so graceful and precise
Bring back memories of how our lives were so perfect and nice

Paint me a picture
Of that very first kiss
How it hypnotized me and made me lose my train of thought
Sweet utter bliss

Pinks and light purples and many other pastels
Show how you put me under your tantilizing spell
You swept me off my feet; you made me want to dance
This marked the start of our beautiful romance

Paint me a picture
Of all those walks down the park
Down the beach, under the stars
Every touch, Every spark

Soft calming colors so simple and pure
Show how it was more than infatuation
It was love
This I was sure

Paint me a picture
Of how it all went downhill
How I yelled at you for the first time
My voice angry and shrill

Fiery reds and oranges of different hues
Show all my pain, all my tears, my heart's every bruise
I was seeing you in a whole different light
It hurt me so bad and made me cry at night

Paint me a picture
Of that horrible day
When you turned your back on me
And began walking away

Blues of every shade, using sad colors now, I see
Show how the sky cried and how its tears fell on me
We had something special way-back-when
But we will never experience it ever again

I gave you my heart
You threw it away
You took off your mask, your horrible facade
I didn't like what I saw; I didn't like the real you
Much to my dismay

So, paint me a picture
Of how I learned to be strong
I've learned to stand on my own two feet
It didn't take that long

Feel free to use the bright colors again
Show how happy I am
I don't need you, I've realized that
I'll continue going onward with my life and I will not look back

XOXO,
PaJiE (",//< wink ->