... well, not really. It didn't hurt quite THAT badly, and I've definitely had worse injuries. But it still hurt. Not that you have ANY idea what I'm talking about. XD
Lol. ANYWAYZ, what happened was that last night I was at the school Christmas party, where we got to find out who our Secret Santa was, and we got our final gift. I guessed mine on the first try, and I ended up getting two sweaters and a pair of gloves. Just what I asked for, considering it's damn cold out here. >.>
Afterwards we all were just having a jolly good time or whatever, and I was looking for my hoodie after trying on my sweaters, when I brought my foot down and stepped on a needle. That b***h went right into my foot. And I was like 'HOLY s**t THERE'S A NEEDLE IN MY FOOT' and I pulled it right out. It didn't hurt that much going in or out, but it was definitely sore afterwards (O.o that sounds wrong... XD). It still feels sore when I walk on it.
Lol, anyway, today was supposed to be my day off, but I ended up working most of the day for extra money. You get MAJOR overtime working here at the school on the days off, since you're basically watching a bunch of kids by yourself. It's like, $100 a day, although I didn't quite work the whole day. But I still get a good bit of extra cash. Not that it really felt like work. We spent the day making brownies and donuts, which was fun. We haven't finished the donuts yet; we'll roll the batter out and fry 'em tomorrow afternoon. On my second day off. xp
We didn't get to eat em though, because it was already dinner time by the time the brownies were done, and the kids aren't allowed to have sugar after dinner. Good thing too, because there was already a lot of excitement afterwards. While I was in the boys dorm listening to Patrick telling me about one of his games (I think it was Half life or something like that), a woman opened the door and walked in, who turned out to be Stefanie's mom, and was looking for the girls dorm. I had NO IDEA that she was coming, so it was like WOAH. I didn't really freak out too much though. It was ANDY who freaked out.
After I took Stefanie's mom to her daughter and got them all settled, I came back to the dorm, and Andy was basically freaking out. Andy and Stefanie had a relationship going on for awhile, which is against the school rules, and they got into major trouble after it was all found out and stuff, mostly because they were sneaking around and they wouldn't stop after being told to like, six times. He was told by Cheri (I guess you could call her our headmistress) that she had set up a meeting time for him and Nicky (Stefanie's mom), but Andy had thought it was gonna be over the phone. So naturally he was freaking out. It was pretty funny at first, since he was all yelling and screaming and whatever, but after awhile I was just like 'SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY AND GO TO SLEEP!!!' XD
He begged me to do his laundry for him, since he had no clean clothes to wear and he wanted to make a good impression for Stefanie's mom, but he had to bribe me to get me to do it, since he'd hit me on the hand with a pole earlier that night and cut my finger open, and he'd be annoying me by yelling random s**t while I was trying to talk to Patrick. Psssht. He was only all sorry about it AFTER I refused to do his laundry for him. But bribes tend to work on me, especially when I'm broke. Not that I'm asking for money or anything. But he DEFINITELY owes me one. XD
And now night crew's over, and I'm just sitting here in front of my computer, wishing that my boyfriend was online. I miss him so much... I just want to hug him and kiss him and snuggle up against him and never let him go. I feel so happy whenever I get to talk to him, but at the same time I feel sad, because I'm not able to just pull him into my arms and kiss him whenever I want to, like I used to be able to do. I feel like there's a piece of me missing... and whenever I reach out to see if it's there, there's just an empty space. A really, really BIG empty space. I want to be able to roll over in my bed at night and snuggle against him, and press my cold feet against his legs to warm them up. I want to be able to play with his hair, and rub his back and get all the knots out of his muscles to relax him and make him feel better. I want to be able to press kisses all over his face, and tell him how much I love him. And I want to do many other things with him too. ^_~
And I know you'll probably be reading all this tomorrow James, since you always like to read my journal entries, and I just want to tell you that I love you, and I miss you, and that I'm always thinking about you. And that I know that you also love me, and miss me, and that you're thinking about me right now.
Grrr... it's very hard not to think about him. I know it doesn't seem like I think about him much, since I'm always talking or writing about other stuff, but in all honesty I only do that so that I can get my mind off him and I don't have to be reminded of how much I miss him. Not that it works. No matter what I'm doing, or saying, or thinking, I'm always thinking about him, and about how much I wish I could be there with, and how much I wish he could be here with me. I miss you James... -le sigh-
Damn. This is getting very long. But what the hell. I've always suffered from an inability to write short things. I have no idea how the hell people manage to write short journal entries anyway. It doesn't make sense. What's the point of writing an entry if you're not gonna make it worthwhile for people to read anyway?
Geez. Speaking of writing, I have to get in an entry for Katies contest. I've been procrastinating for nearly HALF A YEAR now to get in an entry. And I've been hanging around and judging and chatting and doing EVERYTHING ELSE but writing. I ALMOST got one in last month. But this time I seriously have to do it. Like, tomorrow. It'll be my last chance for the year. But damn. I also have to finish embroidering two blankets for my bro and sis' christmas presents. I'm nearly done with Wil's, but I've still gotta do Sabrina's. And her's is gonna be way more complicated. I hope it doesn't look like a piece of crap when I'm done with it... she's always been better at sewing than me. And she's like, 10. >.<
Anyway, it's really time for me to stop writing now. I have to go. But once again, I really miss you James. And I love you more than anything in the world, including all of my friends. Which is really saying something, considering that I love my friends a whole damn lot, in case nobody has noticed this fact. >.>;;
Right. Goodnight all of you. Talk to ya laterz. ^^"
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