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well today is christmas
and ya someone just had to ruin my smile
my uncle came over to my mothers house today and he started getting drunk
and well he started rambling on like the alchoholic he is and then he says "well I was argueing with your grandfather and now he thinks your a slut" I froze and looked at him confused and my mom tried to shut him up but it didnt work and then he goes again"ya he was yelling at me about bringing girls to the house so I told him what about clarissa shes had four boyfriends..."(I've only had three)
now my grandfather is very strict
and he never even lets me out of the house
and when I do get to get out of the house its heaven but I get yelled at immediantly when I come back (now Im crying so if my spelling is bad sorry)
well all I can imagine now is that right when I go home from finally spending time with my mom which I dont do alot I will be locked up in my room I wont be able to speak with the outside world and Ill be prohibited to ever leave the house again
and after this went through my head I just walked into my room and
me and my uncle got into a big argument in which he wanted to knock me out because I was telling the truth
I am so angry right now and now my mom has wanted me to come out of the room but I just cant even make it to the door without hearing my uncles drunk voice