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I think my "thing" is coming soon. Yesterday i was on one heck of an emotional, hormone spawned rollercoaster ride from hell... up and down all day... finally while at work i mellowed out... I figure someone must have been praying for me... cuz i could feel the peace soothing me. I really have to thank all the people who keep lifting me up in prayer. I have been in the trenches of prayer lately, but not for myself, I pray for my friend Uni. She's had such a hard time for a long long years. And, I just feel so bad for her. I wish there were more I could do.. but she's far away. It sucks so bad what's happening.
I find myself praying for a lot of people as of lately. and, also, I'm stepping up to the call to head up and organize these prayer teams. It's ok. It's not like I don't want to do it. I think it's the Lord's will.. but, since i started working on it, i feel like the devil has really been attacking me especially hard lately. I guess I should look at it like that I must really be doing something right then. I always like to say that he fights the most/hardest when he is standing to lose. And, this prayer team is aimed to avail much...
I know some people who read my journal really don't care for the bible at all; however, if anyone really wants to know me, they have to know that I am a believer. It really has nothing to do with what others think. I love Jesus. The Lord has been with me through sooo many hard times... what more can i do but to just be available and serve him? anyhow... the other day I was talking to the owner of the prayer guild i'm in. We were talking about stuff in daniel. I got to talking about the 3 hebrew boys. The ones who went into the furnace. They told Nebuchadnezzar that they believed that God was able to deliver them and would from the fiery furnace.... but even if he didn't... they still wouldn't bow to his statues. I just love that. The spirit, love, integrity and boldness to just really stand up for what's right. Sometimes, in this world and society that is ever increasingly carnal and anti-anything that is good or holy, people tend to forget what's right or wrong. And, even some who remember are either too apathetic or lethargic to really do much. Noone wants to make waves. And, some of it is for good reason. even tho in the US we have a first amendment right that gives us freedom of speech, if you say anything bad about the president, or make a snide remark about someone who is gay or even just publicly express your disapproval of it [no offense to anyone who reads this. you may feel it's ok or not. i'm not saying anything about that. But, people should have the right to like something or not. It shouldn't be forced on them to accept it the same way you wouldn't want someone to force the bible on you. wink or the way you wouldn't want someone to force you to leave that lifestyle. so.. do unto others as you want them to do unto you, ne pas? ] My point is... as of past year... there are many instances where people are thrown in jail for saying stuff... or pastors who have been arrested for sermons speaking out against various sinful things in the bible being listed as ABOMINATIONS. Oh... but, satanic people can run shows on cable spewing all kinds of garbage and noone says anything about that. It makes me soooo sick how noone can say anything offensive to anyone or statements that consider untolerant... and yet, anyone can say whatever crap they want about the Lord or Christians... and that's ok.. that is sooo totally unfair. Even the laws that are currently being made work against Christians. And, what's more.. I've been trying to speak out to the church.. don't fight for cencorship of anything.. those same cencorship laws they get put it can turn around and be used on them! and, they probably would.. the world just sits back and let's the church dig it's own traps.. when will they wake up and see???? gonk sad It feels like this world is going to hell right in a handbasket. Oh, i recently found out this new patriot act they passed a while ago.. it gives any government officials the right to just barge into your home without warrants anytime they want... stare You know... the constitution and bill or rights were made to expressly address those very types of actions. When the US was still colonies, and the english troops did that all the time. I mean... if the law does something wrong.. they can just say they heard you saying something impatriotic.. and if you don't have a good lawyer or anyway to disprove it... they'll get away with it.
That is such crap. This is sooo not the country it was even ten years ago. People need to wake up... don't just be led around like lambs to a slaughter. Seriously... there needs to be a revolution in this country. Materialism and carnality need to chained and tamed down. At the rate we're going, this country will become a frightening mirror of Germany just before the Nazi state... people do some freaking research. I should go find a list of facts about germany in it's societal state before hitler went to power.
Guess what people... this all feels a lot to me like big brother government... people think conspiracy theorists are sooo psycho and way over react to stuff... well.. If people were a little more willing to look at where things are now to where they used to be, and tried to take measures that it didn't happen... this country wouldn't feel so freaking crappy.
 Graceangel · Thu Oct 28, 2004 @ 02:00pm · 0 Comments |
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