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well... last post was like yesterday morningish... um ... tis thursday today? yea... not much has happened .... yesterday was surprisingly a pretty good day untill i found something i didn't want to... but turned out being ok somehow sweatdrop um not too much happened... just got homework... called and talked to ben last night... had just about gone 24 hours without crying but i broke that one off a bit when i reached around 23 hours sweatdrop rolleyes sad ... and um... that's about it... i'm going to start meditation oddly enough... but it seems to work for me a bit with everything going on around.. slept okay last night but not for long... have started eating a little agian... usually not dinner but i force through breakfest and then i can handle lunch... gotta decide tonight if i'm going to the cabin this weekend or not... i really want to becuase it clears your mind and you have nothing to worry about except be back to the cabin before dark wink it'll give me some time to relaxe but yet it'll be cold and at the cabin so i'm tempted to stay home and just sleep lol... well i'm runnin' outta time and i kinda wanna go lurkin' around... so today i'm going to try my best to make a good day... so! till next time...

- heart Kay