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what i've done, i'll start again, and whatever pain may come....today this ends, i'm forgiving what i've done....Song by linkin park- What i've done!

Summary: As much as kyuubi knows, naruto belongs to him and no one else, naruto doesn't even feel the pain or anything that kyuubi puts him through.... But what happens when he finds himself falling for his abusive owner? Will it be a good thing or a bad thing?We shall see!

Pairing- Kyuuxnaru

Disclaimer- your joking right? i don't own naruto though a girl could only dream...



Naruto watched as kyuubi raised his hand into the air and made a fist. Naruto closed his eyes and waited for the worst to happen as the fist was just inches away from his face. Naruto tried his best to get up and get prepared for another blow but with his body this much weakened already it was impossible to be ready in time.

"Has that taught you enough naruto?" The boy could just give a nod as a reply.

"Good, now be a good pet and get up stairs!" Naruto got up as best as he could and slowly walked up the stairs.


Kyuubi used to be a nice guy but then others started to think he was too nice. So kyuubi thought he would need a 'pet' but then he found himself getting mad all the time and started taking it out on his 'pet'. To him, a human being was a pet, to others it was just cruelty. Kyuubi didn't care, he was a business man that got paid alot, lived in a good looking home and was able to take care of anything and everything. He found himself getting mad a bit too often, but naruto didn't mind it at all.


Naruto came from a bad family so he got taken away when he was five and got adopted by a man with long blood red hair, and weird looking nails. But the boy never cared what he looked like, as long as he got adopted by a powerful looking man and meant that he would be protected, he was happy. Poor naruto found all his dreams were crushed when he got his first slap, only this slap left him three marks on his face. Another slap on a different day got him three other marks, this time on his other cheek.

Naruto had finally laid down and stared at the ceiling. His life was going no where, he had no job even though he didn't need one, He didn't get to go to school like he wanted to, and also....he didn't feel loved at all. So why did he stay there? Naruto knew the answer he just didn't want to feel like that was the only answer.



The morning was way worse than what the night had broughten. Naruto now felt like a doll, and felt he was no longer needed if he was going to get hit every day his owner got mad at something.

A voice inside his mind told him to do it, but his heart would say no. Naruto asked himself why he felt this way towards his master. Naruto went down stairs and into the kitchen. At least his owner knew what he liked. He sat down and started chowing down on the bowl of ramen that was left for him.

"After that, get changed and we'll see about a new collar for you" Naruto just nodded. He hardley ever said a word and never made eye contact with his owner.

Naruto ate his meal as fast as he could, kyuubi would never forgive him if he didn't finish on time. He put the bowl away in the sink and found his long shirt. And when i say long shirt, it was long! The shirt was a birthday present from his owner, as well as the collar he had on. The shirt went past his knees but stopped at the middle of his shins.

Kyuubi had made preperations for a limo and a private store that they could go to so that naruto could walk around with no shoes. Kyuubi made sure his 'pet' had the necessary bracelet to show that he belonged to kyuubi.

They both got into the limo, naruto sitting on kyuubi's lap and staring out the window. The store wasn't so far from kyuubi's house, just a few streets down and then turn a corner and you were there, to the weirdest store you could ever go to. There were punk rockers there, goths and a few emos. everything in that place made naruto jump out of his skin. If it wasn't people with peircings all over their body, it was teens that had cuts all over their arms as well as tattoos.

"Which one do you think looks better on you?" Kyuubi held up two small collars, one with no spikes and one with spikes. One was red, the other black.

For some reason naruto found this fun. He pointed to the red one with no studs and smiled. Kyuubi hated it when naruto smiled but what he hated most was the fact that naruto actually enjoyed this!

While kyuubi was paying for the collar, naruto had run off to see what other things the store had. His eyes caught sight of the t-shirt he had always wanted. Kyuubi found naruto checking out the shirt and grabbed it from him.

"Is this what you want?" Naruto nodded and pouted at the same time.

Kyuubi sighed but bought it anyway. He was surprised when the boy gave him a small peck on the cheek in the car. And for once kyuubi smiled but only naruto would know that.