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HOLY s**t!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE ********??????????? IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO YOUR OWN ******** BOYFRIEND?????????? ******** UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-throws several things at the wall-

DAMN. I'm sorry, but GOD ******** DAMN. I haven't talked to the guy for three days. I probably would have ended up not talking to him for a week if I hadn't gotten onto my friend's computer and signed onto AIM. He ******** disappeared without a goddamn trace. And for any good reason? NO. He tells me 'Oh, sorry, I forgot to sign on.' THE HELL??? WHY THE ******** WOULD YOU FORGET TO SIGN ON IF YOU KNOWS YAHOO IS THE ONLY DAMN MESSENGER I CAN USE!?

And not to mention I haven't talked to him on the phone for like... a week. And when I ask him why he can't go home to talk to me, he tells me its because he doesn't want to waste money. I can understand not wanting to go home every night. BUT WHAT THE HELL???? I SPEND 40-60 BUCKS EVERY GODDAMN MONTH JUST TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM. He can't ******** spare anything for me. Not time, not money. NOTHING.

And so I yelled at him for awhile. And he has nothing to say except that he loves me, and that he'll be home in two days. The hell. I figured after I got some sleep I'd be fine... and I was. But then Kuro-chan tells me that he's on AIM, and I'm on Yahoo, and again he's not there. ********. He tries to tell me he's not ******** avoiding me and then gets upset when I don't believe him? ******** THAT s**t. I don't believe any of it. There is NO WAY IN HELL he is going to tell me again that he forgot to get on Yahoo and expect me to believe any of that s**t.

So what the hell every. ******** YOU TOO, JAMES.






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Sir Winter
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commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 11:07am
Reasons you should calm down:
1. Your blood pressure.
2. You're so much more beautiful when you smile.
3. Maybe you don't understand the whole situation.

There might be something going on with him that he doesn't want to involve you with. Not to hide it from you, but to protect you from it? Or maybe he just needs some personal time, to think about himself. Humans can't go through life thinking only about the other person. They need some time to just focus on themselves, and find out what's wrong with them.
Maybe if he was speaking with you, he'd be forced to focus on you and take care of your needs, because he loves you too much to not do that.

You say he'll be seeing you in two days. Talk to him then. Ask him what's been going on (calmly! There'll be plenty of time for anger if he really has done something wrong. Mean time, conserve your energy ;3 ), and then you can see if you really need to be angry.

You'll be all right, so long as you remember not to be too rash *Quick hug*
Stay strong.


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 03:20pm
You can post your replies in your journal. I'll eventually remember to look for them x3

I just think you should talk it over with him before getting angry. Maybe he's having some emotional issues, and he needs to think things over. Give him that respect. And let him know that you want to help him through what he is going through, if he is going through something. Just see what's happening first.



Sir Winter
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Lucifers Bane
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commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 03:27pm
I did talk to him, Winter. I didn't make any assumptions.


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 03:42pm
And what, he just said straight out that he was avoiding you because he didn't want to talk with you?



Sir Winter
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commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 08:45pm
Lol. Well, not exactly. It was more like from what he said that he had forgotten about signing on to come and talk to me and that he didn't want to come home to talk to me because he wanted to be with his friends.


commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 09:05pm
Okay, so maybe he has doubts concerning his relationship with you. Or like I said before, maybe he's just going through a personal rough patch, and he needs the support of his friends right now.



Sir Winter
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Kami Wa Vash MonteCristo
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commentCommented on: Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 09:50pm
ninja wow Jesus! Calm the ******** down XD hey you got to other man calling you every week end XD so what XP J/K btw XP anyways yeah talk to Winter thats good thats good... Call us anytime you wanna SPAM your guy okies smile we'll be glad to do so smile besides that why do this kind of things happens when I'm not on! crying

~愛と平和を望む~


commentCommented on: Mon Jan 28, 2008 @ 05:36am
I didn't know you could cuss so much. O.o



Kazuma`
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