ok... things seem to be calming down between me and my love... but, he still seems very distant... like always thinking and never knowing if he wants to say anything to me. ... or if maybe he should at all... but.. i just claim the blood of Jesus over this situation.. and i refuse to the let the devil have a victory in my life that way... i just pray that Jesus will be with Josh and guide and comfort him.. help him to find truth in himself. and i have the day off... if he is still in his quiet mode when he gets home... it could get to feeling awkward... sweatdrop but... i am keeping my faith. it only takes faith the size of a grain of a mustardseed to say unto a mountain< be ye moved and cast into the sea> and it is done.
I know whatever is in motion here and happening... that Jesus is with me... who knows... maybe the turmoil i feel now is like the labor a woman feels in childbirth.. but after a great newness of life comes forth. And, likewise, out of this turmoil in our life and relationship will be born a new resolve, appreciation, and respect for each other. 3nodding
Graceangel · Fri Oct 29, 2004 @ 05:16pm · 0 Comments |