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Bridget + Friends (Speechless)
Bridget was sick today.... So I took the poor kid home. She said she felt better after she rested but she doesn't really feel better. I can tell. Probably shouldn't put this in my journal but all well. the girl makes me worry. She isn't an extremely close friend or anything... I mean I don't think she considers me one. we don't talk much. but i worry about her none the less. Sleep doesn't solve all your problems... I try and sleep. I have a disorder. so it doesn't get me anywhere. But thats another story. he isn't just physically sick. I know it's none of my business but i care alot about my friends. More than anything. So I told my mom when she yelled at me for skipping first to take Bridget home. guess what? I won that argument. My friend i guess you could say like my kids. I would do anything to protect them. but alot of times there just isn't anything you can do. It hurts to sit back and watch anyone suffer. I've seen Sam in pain. Klarisa...Mia. Anyone. And it hurts to see them hurt. you can try your best to help. but it isn't always enough. I wish i could have done more than give her a ride home. i felt kind if like jackass for some reason.... Like there was something some greater being wanted me to say and I didn't get the ******** point. -smack- I coulda had a v8 right? I get that Alot lately.... figuratively anyways. If I have to say somthing to someone. Can I get at least a little help? figuring all this out on your own isn't always easy. Some one teach me what to say.... whether someone is just sick or pouring out their heart to you. Teach me what to say. for I am man. I talk alot. But I'm still.... Utterly... Speechless.
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