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I just wanna shout out my worries to the sky and run around and get out this pent-up frustration and stress out out out. What's Morgan stressing about, you ask? Well none other than life. And all it's cruddiness. I put on the oh-so-calm, nothing's-wrong-with-the-world smile and pretend that I have control over everything. But this is just too much for me. Homework, school, learning to freaking drive even though I'm terrible at it, having to fight my family tooth-and-nail every day over petty matters such as the computer, water bills, cooking, and for goodness sakes the television, having to deal with my crazy grandmother who can't see a bright orange rice box on the top freaking shelf of the pantry to cook it and starting fights with my mother and I over her obliviousness, now I have to worry over my registration for next year becuase I was sick the day we had it, I have to deal with the dogs escaping every day, and I'm in so much sleep debt that I'm actually falling asleep during ART CLASS (my favorite class that I love and consider a relief from my every-day life.), I really want the break to come soon so now the week is stretching out in front of me like the hallways in your nightmares, I want to visit my dad and get away from Texas for a while because I do not like it as much as I want to, and for some reason people at school are talking to me and inviting me places and I feel like I have to go or else I'll be hated, I feel like a freshman (which I really usually don't), my weekends are suddenly filled with places to go and people to see, all the while I still have homework to do, and I really wanna just be a lazy bum and read some books and sleep, but I can't. [/rant.]
Okay that's all done. =w=
I've really gotta go to the bathroom. And it's late. And I need some good sleep. I wanna cook eggs again tomorrow morning for Rachel. She seemed to enjoy that this morning.
While I never got the time today to re-write my great-grandma's cooking notes cards, I'll... -Looks at calender.- Well it seems that I'm more or less too busy to do anything that I actually want to do and have planned for myself to do until Spring Break. Lord help me if that gets filled up, too. Looks like I can't read/watch Kanon, Devil Beside You, or the new Maximum Ride book (comes out March 17 *squee*) until then, either. And I really wanted to get around to reading/watching Kanon. -Sad face.- I've been wanting to play video games too. And I want to write more of my story, too. Oh, before I forget, I need to write down the dream I had the other night. I could make a kiddy book out of it. Really.
Dream Log? D:
Okay, well, I was digging around my mom's closet for a cat that had gotten inside of it. It was a strange cat that I didn't know. I reached far into the back, behind lots of clothes and was dragged in by something. I crash-landed in a strange world. I brushed myself off, and looked at the floor. It was littered with cat toys and was, well, a mess. I heard a voice call, "Hey!" from--- OKAY GOTTA GO D: Mama's mad. I'll finish my dream in tomorrow's journal.
 bittersweet93 · Thu Mar 06, 2008 @ 04:25am · 0 Comments |
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