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running....... as usual. it seems like that's the only thing i can do now. ever sinse that day, when everything went wrong..............

"GET UP!!! you'll be late for school!" my mom screamed. i wearily got out of bed, and put my uniform on. i hate school so much now........ i thought. i always hated it, so what else was new?
i get into school, and my friend bumps into me. "hey" is what he would usually say, but today he didnt . i nodded my head anyway, even though i was listenin to my iopd. i almost walk into the classroom, but i stopped. what the...? what is that??? i place my hand on the window, and it was blood. i stepped back two feet, and i run to the office. when i get there, everyone was dead. what's going on?! i scream at myself. alright, just calm down. i walk back to the class, and my friend was sitting there. "surpised? i thought so. i didnt think you were such a coward!" he laughs. i was so confused. what was going on? did he kill them?!
i calm down, and throw my backpack on the ground. i hear this faint cry. i swung around, and it was my closest friend. his lower arm was ripped off. "you see, i told him to let me end his misery sooner, but he wanted to tell you something." the murder said. i run up to my friend, who said in a whisper "tell.....my folks..........im sorry........... and..... im sorry....... about what i.......... said.....to you." and he dropped dead. i saw a hole in his throat, and it looked like a bullet.
he's dead........ he's dead. what did he do to deserve to die? "heh, serves him right! he was an idiot, anyway." i just kneel down by my friend, the one who always stood up for me, shared a laugh with me, and was like my brother. and now he's dead.........
"come on, he was weak. he always looked for the good in others. in the end, he'd be killed by someone else, so i did him a favor. be greatful." he put his gun on his shoulder.
i stand up by now, and only say "so you had the right to kill them all, hugh? you son of a!!!!" i throw a desk at him, and he goes flying. i picked up his gun, and hold it at his head "do you have any idea what you just did?! you killed the ENTIRE school!!!!!!" "yeah, so what? all our grade did was make fun of you, you know that. so i relieved you of your stress." i dropped the gun. he's right. they did make fun of me......... but still! he had no right to kill them!!! he killed the people who were close to me!!! over taken by rage, i took the gun and shot him in the stomach. i dropped the gun, and sink onto the ground, crying.
i felt something warm and sharp go through me. i fall to the ground, cluthching my rib cage. heh, he shot me. i should've known.......

someone was shaking me. my eyes flutter, and i say "wha...?" i was in the hospital, with two of my friends, my boyfriend, and my mom and sis. i ask "what happened to me?" my mom said "your blood sugar dropped to 10. your friends wanted to make sure you were ok, though." i sit back, holding my breath. so it was all a dream........ but then how...? my boyfriend walks up to my bed, and asks "what's worng? you look scared." i shook my head "no, it was just some bad dream i had....... at least i'm ok now."

but, when i look at my side, i see there was dried blood.... what the? i thought they said i was ok........
was it really a dream? or was it reality, something that DID happen? you decide.........