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Relationship
There is always atleast that one person in your life that you cant ever let go. Its that person that part of your heart is telling you to hang on to, while the other part tells you that you need to move on. The only person that truely knows that you'd wait around forever for them, and you actually would. Because at one time in your life, this person was you everything. From the moment you looked into their eyes you knew they'd change your life. The one person who finally got a key to your heart, who you let totally in and never wanted them to leave. The person who at the end of the day, was the person you wanted to run to. They made you laugh and cry and you loved them either way. You and that person seemed to have an unbreakable bond until one day it ended... You act like you are over them, you date other people, hell you even think you're in love with someone else. But then you realize that you're heart is with them all along. And you try your hardest to reach out, but they dont understand how much they truely mean to you, after all the fights all the bad times and good times. They dont understand how you miss them everyday, and want to just hold them in your arms and never let go because you need them to know you care. Everytime you see them your heart stops than beats really fast, and all of a sudden they are the only person in a room filled with too many to count. But they are just looking at you, as they would a friend or a buddy. And you wish theyd see you as they did before. You tell them for the most part how you feel, but really there is so much in your heart that you need them to know and you cant explain it to them because you feel as if no matter how hard you try, it wont work. But at the same time you'd try anything to be with them, to show them that you really want this. No matter what you do, your just not getting through. You know you cant change how someone feels about you, but you wish you could. The truth is that there is better out there somewhere, but you dont go searching for them because to you this person is the best thing and you dont need to prove that wrong. They always will be the one person you want to turn to when you're hurting, or when something exciting happens in your life. You want them to know that no matter what you will always love them, care about them and be there for them, even if they dont feel the same way. Because that one person wa your true love and you cant help but keep them in your life because you know if they were gone, you'd fall apart. And as hard as it is to hold on, its harder to let go.
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