so i have been talking to Dr.Renwick for a month now. i should be talking to Dr.Murphy soon and i hope to get a call from the Border line program. been waiting a while and still nothing yet.
today i got the note for school it says i suffer from borderline personality disorder, adjustment disorder and just plain old stress.
what each mean are as follow::
Borderline personality disorder:
(BPD) is a serious mental illness characterized by pervasive instability in moods, interpersonal relationships, self-image, and behavior.
Adjustment Disorder:
A person with adjustment disorder often experiences feelings of depression or anxiety or combined depression and anxiety. As a result, that person may act out behaviorally against the "rules and regulations" of family, work, or society. In some people, an adjustment disorder may manifest itself in such behaviors as skipping school, unexpected fighting, recklessness, or legal problems. Other people, however, instead of acting out, may tend to withdraw socially and isolate themselves during their adjustment problems. Still others may not experience behavioral disturbances, but will begin to suffer from physical illness. If someone is already suffering from a medical illness, that condition may worsen during the time of the adjustment disorder. People in the midst of adjustment disorders often do poorly in school or at work. Very commonly they begin to have more difficulty in their close, personal relationships.
i am hoping i will be well enough to go back to school for next semester
but right now i am not able...
i wish i could really describe what i am feeling and thinking... but i can't
no one can really understand, but i guess everyone feels like that
i hope when i start the BPD program it will help. maybe even meet new people
it'd be nice to actually have friends... cause right now i am alone
i don't like being alone but u at the moment i am afraid of being with people...
i am so afraid of being hurt... no one has any idea how afraid i am
maybe one day i will be "fixed"
here's hoping...
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