today has been a real shitty day. started off with fighting with one of my friends over the stupidest freaken thing ever.
right now i'm about ready to cry...
everything keeps getting worse and worse. i have no one... here or anywhere
i'm so freaken alone
i wonder if anyone would really care if i pushed hard enough on the exacto... i seriously don't think anyone would care... i don't think i've make any kind of impact on anyone...
i hate caring for anyone... i seem to always feel some kind of hurt... sometimes for stupid reasons....
dammit now i'm crying...
i really just want to disappear off the face of the earth. everyone would be better off...
i dont know why i open up to people... it lands up coming back at me and makes things worse...
i give and give and i dont know why i bother trying to make anyone happy... cause it doesn't seem to make a difference...
people always land up not talking to me in the end...
right now i can't stop crying... i'm just going to shut up and keep the rest in....
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