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I'm never going to be sorry, I hope you know.

I have no regret, I acutally think I did the right thing for my life. I don't need to surround by people who have put me through so much s**t to the point where I am afraid.

All the things you did to me? I can never forget any of that. You're one of the main reasons I don't tell people that I am bisexual. How you treated me after Emily and I were going out scarred me for life. I'm afraid everything is going to react like that. Some of the people who I trust so much don't even know. Just because I'm afraid they'll reject me. Hope you're rpoud of yourself for that one ;D

All the times you threatened me? You're lucky I didn't tell anyone. But maybe I should. It would be the right thing for me to do, because. You know. I am such a rich, spoiled, pompous brat who gets everything she could ever want and only thinks of herself and doesn't care about any of her friends. I'm only worried about myself and my well being.

And before you go defending yourself saying you have never threatened me, remember the whole "I'm going to rip your hair out and beat you up. I hope you die and rot in a ditch." thing. I know there are a few more times when you did too.

Newsflash:

Saying you're sorry won't work anymore. Saying you loved me and Alexis so much won't cut it. Trying to make us guilty isn't going to help you.

Just face it.

We were your friends, we had a good time being friends, and now it's over.

Get over the past and get on with your life, because it's never going to change.

Stop wallowing in self pity, it isn't going to help you. It's only going to make the situation worse.