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Megan got all the quotes of the day that I wanted before I did >.<
Something about face babies, and something else about a making out with boobs.
Whatever read her journal XP

Saturday night I carried Megan most of the way to margar's then I stuck my finger in her butt and she woke up o.o Then margar fell asleep and she carried her while I went around and opened the door. When we finally carried each other inside, margaret was trying to tell her mom that I was sleeping over, but she fell asleep on the carpet in her hall way and we needed to carry her inside her room. Then we proceeded to trick her into taking her shirt off. Megan and I snuggled and talked till 4 and then went to sleep, I kept wakening up and kissing her to see if she was awake until about 7:30 or 8 and we woke up. Some how, its 1 am now, and I still feel like the 3 hours of sleep I got, was all I needed, and I woke up early the day before too O.o When we woke up completely we realized that margaret was no longer on the carpet, it was tucked far aside, she was wearing her shirt and Megan's hoodie, and she had a new blanket. Sneaky b***h >.>

So me and megan came back to my house, and everything was chill, until navit showed up >.> Just kidding navit, I don't mind you at all, although I would have liked to spend another day with Megan. So we started working on physics, and then Catlin came over, and the Asian Invasion, and margaret, and daisy, and my dad x_x;; There goes my day with Megan~

So I was forced to do work, but Megan kept me company most of the time <3 Twas very appreciated. We got our project done, Good Job guys! Katlin made it pretty. I finally put some good work into it, and when it was all about done, everyone started crying ._.' My mind - aw ******** I did something stupid again, Margaret hates me, Megan is going to dump me now, I'm ripping all of my friendships apart, I'm going to go put my head through a wall.
Turns out they were crying because they didn't want me to move, and they listened to a sad song, that put them in an off mood. I felt horrible, but I don't think I've ever felt that loved before, besides every time I hang out with Megan. So it was kinda hard to feel bad, but the more I think about this move the more I don't know what to do or say. I want to go and see my friends everyday, I want to sneak over to Megan's house and hold her even if its just for a second, but I don't know how things are going to go, and I don't want to make a promise that will make everyone hate me.

I'm listening to the stuff Marco gave me again, I like Nu Tone and Crystal Method for now, I cant wait to get my ipod and get all my music hooked up.

I have to go to sleep, I want to see Megan sooner.

ps Megan said she would marry me, and I, wanted to say the same, but I don't know if its good to get hopes up like that, because she might have felt even worse the next day when she was crying about me leaveing, and I would feel worse, I really don't want to leave QQ

I wish I went upstairs and cried with them, I think the best way to fix it is just to let it all out, and I didn't really get it all out yet. Only a little bit last night. I cried with half my face when she said she would marry me if I asked her to, to happy and sad at the same time ^_T Left side happy Right side sad. I did get one second of crying, it was like an explosion of tears in the back of my throat, but it only lasted a second. She makes me to happy to cry for real, I can only cry when I'm alone -_-.

I got Megan to split a piece of mac and cheese pizza, twas very good, I'm getting it again some time. I was trying to pay her back for the train money she gave me ^^

Oyasumi~ ps Margaret bent back Megans fingers to get her to make an orgasm noise, it was the hottest thing I ever heard.