ENTRY: PEOPLE WHO GO FIND PLEASURE WHILE YOU SLAVE AT WORK!
Yeah. Ok. Today, this entry is a rant. oh yeah... a nice bloody pissy rant. Today was the end of a three day chain of long work days at my work. It's been really grueling.. well.. I get a bogus consolation prize to come home saturday and sunday after very long days; to find that while i was at work slaving away, my husband and brother went out go karting. stare And... saturday, was my husband's first time going there. and, I have this novelty obsession about being with him when he tries stuff places for the first time. I'm an obsessive compulsive personality person... and this is just one of those type of things that would be a novelty to me... and, instead of sharing the moment with me... he gave it to my brother. then.. of course, i'd like to go driving too... gonk I mean.. yeah. I guess i could have called off work; but i wouldn't have gotten paid for not going. and this is money going towards saving up for next month's bills. also, this week my son gets his picture day. [his very first since it's preschool which makes me feel both whee and crying ] Yeah... anyways... so, turns out.. they went AGAIN! omg... geezz... how nice to know they are taking every opportunity while i'm gone to go have the time of their lives while i'm at work. I mean.. if it was just the arcade they were at; i'd wouldn't have hte problem. But... they did go karting which is the same to me as me and my sister going to play lazer tag while he's at work and my bro's at schoo.... twisted which we're now going to plan to do since they were so inconsiderate to go have fun without us. One inconsiderate turn deserves another. crying crying crying crying crying gonk gonk sad cry Needless to say... I feel quite undone... and it was the last thing i had to find out after working like 28 hours in three days... maybe more SUCKAGE!!!!!
Oh... and I once again have drama in my gaian family. One of my daughter's had a pet that got eaten which made her emotional which has resulted in her being angry.. and wanting to leave the family and turn into a vampire kitty.... cry my kiki was such a nice girl who i cherished and valued sooo much. Most of my kids are very good or mostly holy aligned... this new onset of demonic behavior is most disconcerting to say the least. sad
Graceangel · Mon Sep 27, 2004 @ 05:03am · 1 Comments |