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Umm ya my mom ******** up the computer again so I cant get on anything aim or otherwise. I can't open any web browser but Internet Explorer crash my sites s**t. Wtf god what did I do to deserve this "crap"?

I can't eat, barely sleep, stuck on a liquid food diet, was having some pain in my kidney area all yesterday, somehow seems like I have a cavity though I brush and crap all the time. My parents are restricting me from seeing anyone or doing anything includeing learning to drive, getting a job and going to college. Seriously why the "heck" do I deserve to not be able to talk to anyone at all either?

What am I supposed to do. Just roll over and die saying I lead a good completely "crappy" ruined "friggin" life but thats ok.

I just wanna die there's no point in suffering through this s**t till I die of some "screwed" up disease that doesn't exist or old age regretting every second of my waste life living as my parents slave.