Spread my wings To the sky Rip them out Make me cry Watch me bleed See me fall Feel my pain Lost after all Here I go Hope to die At least you know I really did try
(somethings wrong, i think my bf wants to break up or something, I don't know what's going on and i can't get ahold of him. Am i being paranoid? No! I'm just scared, really scared of getting hurt. No words can describe the pain of the rejection I have suffered. I know guys will come up to me and ask me out and say i'm hot and stuff so it must be my personality that drives them away. I can't help who I am and I'm sorry if I'm not good enough. crying I thought he really loved me cuz he asked me out and he loved me and he hasn't even seen my pic and we talked and talked and that made me happy cuz i was acctually being loved for who i am in the inside and I loved talking to him. I wanted to be with him and everyone around me is like long distance relationships never work, but i know they are wrong, i want this more than anything! They could be right, I mean all that has to happen is he see's a girl there and he likes her so hey i'm not there so i get the boot. I should just die... I know i'm hopeless and nobuddy cares anyways. I feel like I'm cursed, that must be the reason i can never find and keep true happiness the kind that'll last forever. i know I try to hard, but i can't help feeling like if i don't try at all nothing good will ever happen.)
vixen4u · Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 05:56am · 0 Comments |