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Is this what life is like?
Is it this hard?
Well, I guess it is. I mean, what am I to judge it now? I'm merely one of many people who are wondering and defining life as it is... I'm only one of the many people hoping for a new day, a new life... a new beginning. But, I know for sure, nothings gonna happen if I don't start now, right? for a bright tomorrow? But, how sure am I that new hope is rising... what if I don't know where I go from here??? Is there that angel that will guide me through?I hope there is. I know there is. I simply look around me and I see beauties of a different kind... angels I know will never stop caring and holding me in their arms...
But what if something would happen to my beloved angels? What if I wake up one day and they're all gone? Promises are meant to be broken... that's what they're created for right? MISUNDERSTANDING?! and DISBELIEF.
I have never once come across a promise someone promised to me that is not broken... and what scares me the most is that, what if I don't want promises anymore? can't I just say that I've lost all hope in everyone and I don't freaking care if they promise me anything or not??? I mean. sigh. I don't want promises, because I feel like they fade away... and I really don't like it when something I've been holding on to for such a long time slowly dims...
Just do me a favor, please and don't promise me anything we both know you can't keep. For the sake of both of us, be real. Be anything else but a backstabbing, shallow liar.
 Moonlight_Dancero9 · Fri Apr 18, 2008 @ 09:33am · 17 Comments |
