Last night I wanted to get through all of the physics. Though I think it was a unrealistic goal that I set for myself. In the end I only managed to get through one section, and I went to bed at around 2am in the morning.
I hope it stays fresh in my mind, I worked through all of the examples and questions in the text book. I may have gotten through it sooner, had I not slacked off, but Im really surprised that I managed to get through that section. It was a but load of work, but I didn't want to give up. I need to stop giving up. There is some one important in my life now, and if I can give up on simple things like the guitar, or studies for one evening then I might take the easy way out when things get too difficult.
So from now, I am going to improve my focus, and not give up on the things that are important to me.
Consistant focus and dicipline have been missing from my life. I only did what was fun, what was easy. But now I have to grow up.
Im going to try and take things slowly, build myself up. One step at a time is how I should walk, the things I want out of this life I am going to have to earn and work for. Certain things may take time, but I want to make sure Im walking towards them.
This monday I need to find a place to get tested for my licence, I have been putting it off for far too long and its starting to annoy me. mad I can't borrow the car, or go out driving on my own, so my techniques have pretty much hit a plateu.
I am going to work through another section of physics as well as focus on the work I will be given.
A visit to the travel agent I think is in order, to find out when the off season to florida would be, how much they rekon I will need for such a trip and other tips. It'll probably end up being next year, but still I think I should plan for it to avoid dissapointment. Heather is the last person I want to let down.
For tomorrow I think that is already enough. The studies will take up a large portion of my time. So I shouldn't plan too much. I think that'll be good.
This morning, I woke up and I felt I needed to just relax, afterall I had to go to work, and it was a Sunday. Naturally I thought of Heather for a good hour or two before getting up. She really has become important to me. I wouldn't have it any other way. So if all I go on about in some posts is my girlfriend, then at least you have been warned. lol.
Buckle up
~Geoff
 Super Panda454 · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 06:22pm · 1 Comments |
